Thursday, February 23, 2012

reality of life


i already have list in my mind about things i want to settle today. emm... yesterday to be exact.

  • gi jabatan pendaftaran negara
  • singgah bank simpanan national
  • menyebok kat bank islam
  • usha akak kat pejabat pos
so, thats the crucial thing i NEED to do. benda2 penting yang aku cakap mase entri ari tuh. tapi, ade yang da setel dan ade belom~ ahh...don't mind that. 

so my day are as normal as it can be until my two brothers (which is aged 16 & 17) still not at home and its already a very late evening. my mom are so sick of worrying. (i think it more toward fed up with their attitude.haha) anyway, it is their (which refer to my mom and dad) rule that their children must be at home before the sky turn dark. so after they did came home, it create unease situation which i think it normal for that reason. so i try to stay away by staying at my room but i come out at the end. i just can't resist tv. (helpless)

after that, i check on my mom and she just stay at her room. i offered her my ice-cream which normally i wouldn't do and that maybe because i just want her to feel better again and i do understand her feeling. TOTALLY understand it. but she refused my offer and i let her having alone time. i advised them not to do that stupid act again. and after few hour i found my mom using laptop in my room for internet. she can be mad at some one and at the same time laugh when my dad crack up jokes. i love her so much. which REMIND me that her birthday are just around the corner. and i know what to buy for her. (actually she asked for it which i don't really mind)

when i think my days gonna be over normally. incik chenta suddenly snap at me. he is so UNPREDICTABLE. i was just teasing him, having fun flirting and out of the sudden he loses his mood. how can i stand that statement. no mood while texting me?? his word sometime can be so hurtful which he never realizing it. haa.~ 
|give me strength please|


p/s: 220212-so many Sudirman's song play on radio and his concert showing on tv as ways to remembered the 20 years of his death.

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