working VS studying

malam 15hb to be exact aku telah menggantikan 4 orang waiter sebab dorang benti mengejot. i don't know about their problem but since im around, i should be a helping hand. another surprise to add is~(drumroll)


abang buat air benti gak ari uh. whats wrong with these people??aku rase dorang da xde manner arr..even kedai makan aku. opps~kedai makan ayah aku xde la besar macam syarikat yang dalam tb sampai kena bg notis bagai nak benti. tapi bagi ar warning awal2 korang da tak minat da nak keje. business is tough but the people inside it is far more tougher to satisfy!


despite all that shit that happening~ banyak gak customer yang datang semalam. alhamdullilah. but it really REALLY get out of hand. mane nak layan customer yang nk order. tunggu dorang pikir nak makan ape. nak antar makanan dorang. tambah ape yang patot. amek order lagi. kena masok kan bil dorang dalam komputer. layan bile dorang nak bayar. cakap sori yang aku pon tak tawu bape kali da aku cakap malam uh. make sure sume customer dapat ape yang dorang order. kemas meja. lap meja. basoh segala ape yang patot kat blakang. kua kan daily sale report. imagine aku buat sume di atas berulang-ULANG kali. except yang dua last uhla. haa. tulis pon aku da mengeluh


lutut mengegel. tekak kering. tangan da lenguh. baju basah+kotor(jangan tanye kenape). kaki da nak cram. tapi tak tawu kenape aku tak mengeluh mase keje. emm~ im so determined to work and get it done. tapi haa! ne makan dy. esoknye aku bangun nak dekat kul3 petang. aku xsedar aku bole tido selame uh. nasib baek ibu xmarah. maybe dy paham. im appreciate money now more than ever. aku memang tawu susah tapi not to that extended level. aku memang respect ayah aku sebab dy keje xbenti tok ktowang.


ibu bagitahu aku reason dorang benti sebab ayah tak bayar gaji. tapi bukan tak bayar langsung. ade 20% je xclear lagi. people sometime can be really insensitive about others. ayah aku tengah ade money problem. dy keje kontraktor and he suppose to get his payment after he finish the project given. but some people that responsible to make the payment just hold it and give million reason to my dad. and fyi-ayah aku guna wet dy dulu tok bwat projek. he hold a title of bankrupt person because the loan he made for business long time ago and the business not a success ending. aku tahu ape kekurangan orang yang da declare bankrupt ne. and im not ashamed of that. he earn really hard for the money he hold.

we are going through a very TOUGH life situation. time macam ne takde sedare nak datang tolong. tapi bila ktorang senang dulu sume berlumba mintak makan free. as far as i remember, business and family i different entity. it should be separated. i keep praying that my family gonna be allright like we used to be.


p/s: i hope the new year will bring joy to my family and my beloved dad!